命中雷霆

       Life come at you fast, it runs through your body and tries to escape, and be expressd in any way possible. In a way, it's a lot like... Lighting.

       看结尾台词总有与题目相呼应的意思。
    这算是一部校园里的教育片，有小段搞笑，不乏煽情，也有大段独白。人物刻画还算丰满，卡森是个独立特行、敢说敢做的青年。虽然感觉有很多说教的成分，但是意外地能看进去。
    最初，我们也认为自己是特别的，但是时间久了发现，每个人都是路人甲乙丙丁，即使下一秒死亡，又有几个真的会难过？最初的我们敢于追求梦想，受到一点委屈就会哭天抢地，后来生活加诸了许多无奈，甚至自己都是前进路上的障碍。我们胆怯、不知所措，甚至冷漠。
    没想到看这个我会流泪。很突然。越长大，即使是一成不变的生活也经常会遇到各种各样的事，越想表达越组织不好语言，甚至感觉别人对你的态度都是敷衍。不会选择，犹豫不决。
    我们说自己长大了，不要计较那么多，要学会淡薄和心平气和，可是自己心里的计较有谁知道呢。像Orange对我说的，我们心里都有本死亡笔记。
    回到题目上来吧，从头开始。
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       I always thought death would be different. I expected a great wave of realization to sweep over me. Suddenly, the meaning of life would be answered along with every other question I ever had. But there was nothing to realize. I was dead.
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       Everyone gets depressed. It's an emotion. People turn to pills. Before they turn to their problems these days.
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       In what grade do we stop believing in ourselves. Well, what grade do we just stop believing period? I mean, someone has to be a nobel peace prize winner. Someone has to be a ballerina. Why not us?
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       Sometimes I just don't get it. Life. I mean, why do some of us have to work so hard for things we believe in and others don't? I mean, why do some of us care so much? I mean, why are some of us selfish by nature and... Some of us are selfish to survive?
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       I wanted to be heard so bad that I never thought about listening. But what I regretted the most was that I lived every day waiting for my life to begin. The higher your cloud, the further your rain falls. I soon learned that when it rains it pours.
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       What isn't worth remembering? With good memories come bad memories, and I've got a lot of both. At least this way I can fast forward through all the bad stuff. （胖女孩回答为什么时时刻刻要拍摄。）
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       it doesn't matter if you're stuck in the past or if you try to finger the past, what matter is what you do in the present.
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       I had been so busy dwelling in my own self-pity. I had forgotten what I actually accomplished. （这句感触很深。）
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       Without goals or dreams, isn't a life worth living... Life comes at you fast, it runs through your body and tries to escape, and be expressed in any way possible. In a way, it's a lot like... Lighting.
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       生命只有一次，怎么活，看自己吧。
       The END.

       从人生来看，他是个衰人。在距离成功梦想还有N多步的时候，就被命运击倒。可能他的未来还有很多的可能性，有可能成功，也可能（蛮大的可能）不成功，而变成一个他从小就看不起的小镇上的凡凡大众。；但至少他知道自己的梦想可能因为种种的原因而实现不了的同时，千万不能被自己自发性地否决掉。
      他那失智的外婆说得对，从前有一个男孩，他会飞……

       励志型的片子能从这样的角度出发，有点难得了。更难得的是主演编剧同一人，这么小小年纪，想得挺多。

克里斯·柯尔弗 Chris Colfer还是挺有才的，很多可能来源自己真实生活，整体影片被处理得平庸了点，但还是没法抹杀其剧本核心的力度，一个20岁孩子的自我审视，不可小觑。

另外，今年看了几部瑞贝尔·威尔森 Rebel Wilson的影片，有成大器的料。

——OK. Why are you guys, uh, lettin me make all the decisions? It was a lot of fun when I got to argue with you.【越看越像别扭受==！
你们为什么都让我做决定了呢，和你吵吵闹闹的时候有意思多了~
——Are you gonn make us write more if we do?
那么，要是跟你吵了的话，你会让我们写更多文章嘛？【笑裂了XDDDDDD


I wanted to be heard so bad that I never thought about listening. But what I regret the most was that I lived every day waiting for my life to begin.
我太想让自己的声音被别人听到以至于忘记了自己也要去倾听~不过我最后悔的是一天又一天傻等着人生去自动开启。

The higher you cloud, the further your rain falls. I soon learned that when it rains, it pours.
你的云雨飘得越高，雨滴散播地就越远。我很快意识到，雨一旦开始下，很快就会大雨倾盆。


——The world is a very curel place, you would've left, eaten alive, come back utterly destroyed. And I didn't want that, I wanted better for you.
这个世界是一个非常残酷地地方，你出去闯，只会被社会生吞活剥，然后支离破碎地回来，我不希望你这样，我希望你能活得更好。
——You know, thank you. Thank you fro being the pefect example of sth that I refuse to become!
谢谢你给我做了个这么好的榜样，让我知道我这辈子绝对不能变成你！


——Malerie, why do you film everything? I mean, I'm sure you don't want to remeber everything.
你为什么把所有东西都拍下来呢？你肯定不会想把所有的事情都记得吧~
——What isn't worth remembering?With good memories come bad memoies, and I've got a lot of both.At least this way I can fast forward through all the bad stuff.
有什么不值得记住呢？有好的记忆，就会有不好的记忆，两者我都有很多。至少录下来之后，所有不好的东西就可以快进掉了。
A counselor once told me that it doesn't matter if you're stuck in the past or you try to forget the past, what matters is what you do in the present. That's why i just try to soak it up as much as possible.
一位辅导员曾对我说，留恋过去也好，逃避过去也罢，最重要的其实是你当下正在做的事情，所以我才想尽全力去记住一些。

And then it suddenly came to me I had one more story to add.
突然间，我意识到，我还有一个故事要加上去。
I had been so busy dwelling in my own self-pity, I had fortotten what I actually accomplished.
我一直只顾顾影自怜，完全忘记了自己还有已经做成的事情